I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been Got lost in self reflection Sure, I often got it wrong Though lately I'm afraid The damage done has oddly made me Self aware and ****ed up from this trip I've been on and... Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand My head's a bit of a ghostland I just don't want to be wrong again I tend to circle and nosedive all the time I used to sit around Dissect my thoughts until I'd drowned out Every single sentence I could never say out loud One day I hope to make it up to everyone I've punished Droning on and on about whatever again... Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand I want to get next to you But I never know what to say or do With my eyes, and my hands, and my body I just want to get next to you I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been One day I hope to make it up to myself Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand My head's a bit of a ghostland I just don't want to be wrong again I tend to circle and nosedive all the time I want to get next to you But I never know what to say or do With my eyes, and my hands, and my body I just want to get next to you, but... Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand My head's a bit of a ghostland I just don't want to be wrong again I tend to circle and nosedive all the time I've hated everyone I ever thought I'd ever been One day I hope to make it up to myself