On the grind like a skateboard Only looking for the sun when the rain pour So we take a little bit then we take more Quick to flip a script down when i wage wars, like How did it get this far Hard to find the light when it's getting dark No exit path Thinking bout the time in spencer park Thinking how'd i get so low I been tryna find a way that i could get back home Hoping i could see you again but this is too good to be true and i ain't into pretend I still hear the words you said "we're through to me you're dead" All the words still float around my head feeling broken since you left How can you go Leave before i know Came back home not a thing was left Been about 2 months not a single text I aint taking time i ain't saving breaths Tryna feel alright till no singles left Getting lost in a rave now Billing up so i ain't weighed down lost in the same town Tryna drain all the pain out tryna cling to anything that'll stop me falling way down Tryna smile make her face ache Staying up till daybreak Always battle with the demons never listen to what they say Like may day may day Cause a mix of pills and that white wine Ain't gonna help keep that mind fine She's thinking on that payday Spent it thinking bout the limelight How can you go Leave before I know