Everything im seeing I'm believing and I just can't beat it But everything i'm hearing i'm fearing and l just cant see it Man im sounding like a straight hypocrite and im sick of it but this how the world got me going And The shit just aint clicking in damn Yeah This a cycle and I try to defeat it yeah And Everything I want, aint everything I need And everything I see I shouldn't believe it but here we are Trying to be the Epitome is looking like A pit to me What id give to leave but just to be disconnected is getting to a problem cause id rather something going off in the background other than my thoughts rattle off on what they found when ive done something wrong But it aint hard On god But that's what I gotta do and that is what you don't see but I always knew And that's Take care of my self and improve and people look at you funny But if I have to Imma hue ma statue forever if that is meaning that im never second guessing But I guess I still gotta Live and learn Yeah The former not the ladder as im climbing each rung It feels like a call that im missing and im slipping And Im Loving the sun set but feeling like the gradient of the horizon Its Slowly turning blue as that night is coming to An end cause i'm Wishing where id rather be flying high and Wanting to go to my island But I hope that I land Cause even in a free fall It's still a free for all god damn Im Trying to find somewhere remote where they won't hold con trol over Me Like holy je Sus christ I Need A life where I can see the skies and redefine the bleakest lines Can I jus fly where I don't need to try And get by by doing me Without losing me these People be changing faces going through phases I just can't take it anymore Finding self worth through them quoting me not what im in for So what's the point of trying to sell myself if no ones paying attention That's a tension I don't need or see the worth in so i'm putting myself first damn Yah Bars yeah yeah Trying to get what's essential will send you crazy Im Going in circles trying to win mills nah don't play Don't need the pair of dice But im sick of these games Trying to find my own paradise like god damn And With everything that's going up in my head I'd rather not wake up instead I Stay asleep in these dreams But unfortunately i cant clear this history Thats the catch i now see so vividly That feeling that im chasing is that break in the rain when you driving under dat bridge where it is silence For even an inkling Im wishing for that gift in this curse of a world But I may not get it so a picture is where im settling But i may not get it So a picture is where im settling Bringing it back with a different type of flow I don't know why people wanna be living life in the fast lane At the same time they fasting people out of their lives damn So focused on the outcome they forget the rest and when theyre all gone they still wonder how come Like damn son Where are your priorities Are all of these just all a tease Like when are you gonna commit And not delete it like a comment What are you supposed to do I hope you know the truth and don't over do it But Trying message me imma reply like who bitch, who dis